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I found it,
I found it even when I had lost hope,
I found it even when I knew it wouldn't end well.

Hope for it was gone,
Almost,
Only the smallest speck was left,
Buried deep within the dark self and lost heart.

How you managed to make it grow,
From a bland seed to a wild and vibrant tree,
Will always be a mystery.

You feed me with slight words and images,
But the thought of finding it has kept me full,
And I know just maybe,
You'll let me starve.

You found it,
You found it when the odds were against you,
You found it even when it was forbidden.

I was enough to pull you back into it's world,
Enough to convince you that you still had it left in you,
And like gasoline to a fire I lit it up.

The sparks from that fire were real and beautiful,
But you are slowly diming them and drowning them,
You are slowly starving me.

You are joy-filled when I have anything to do with the matter,
The spirit is always thrilled and happy,
But is it?

We found it,
We found it together,
We dug it out and saved it.

Every rose has it's thorns,
But these thorns are sharp and painful,
These thorns are deadly with a passion.

But the rose is something else,
The rose is one of a kind and true,
The rose is the safe haven and where the heart lays.

Together we will find our way out of the heartless, forbidden world,
We will fight it and avoid it,
We will pass it and go into the real place.

I will not lose you along the way,
I will not let it take you from me,
I will keep you by my side.

And you will not lose me along the way,
You won't let it take me form you,
You will keep me by your side.

We will find our way from the path to the forbidden world and find our way on the path to the world called love.
There, the small speck of wonder then flew around. To his eyes it was only a small dust-ball simply floating around. When he went to swat it away from him the ball glowed. In fact it shined and grew larger, enough to fit in his hand. It stopped flying and then ever so gently sank down into the air above him. The glowing wonder fell softly on the wrinkly page he was reading. His presence seemed unable to move, frozen-like. Something about it made his eyes lock into contact with it. Uncertainty and somewhat fear and curiosity began to fill him, but of this he was unclear of. Emotions like that never really quite inhabited him before. Then the light slowly took form. A small, feminine body shaped on the paper. It moved and stretched out a tiny, soft arm and wiggled the fingers attached to it. His eyes widened and in his eyes the light shined. In his eyes the small speck was no longer that but something else...
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Happy New Year! Even though its late!
Post this in your Journal with the title saying,
"I act like a __ year-old".


[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[/] You think politics are interesting.


Total so far: 4 1/2



[ ] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[x] You've never gotten a detention.
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday
[/] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means without looking it up.
[ ] You drink caffeine at least once a week.


Total so far: 8



[x] You know how to do the dishes
[ ] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.  
[/] You study even when you don't have to.
[ ] You have hand washed a car before.


Total so far: 11 1/2



[x] You can spell experience without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[/] Your favorite kind of food is take-out.
[x] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[/] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quickly.


Total so far: 15 1/2


[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ]  You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[ ] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[ ] You have been outside 3 or more times a day.
[/] You make your bed in the morning.

TOTAL: 18


FINAL TOTAL: 18


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5 Comments Skin by =winnietehpoohie (modified by =Zafieee)
I act like a 15 year-old
by =ZafieeeJournals / Personal©2013 =Zafieee
ANOREXIA
[ ] you have dry skin. 
[ ] you eat 1 meal. 
[ ] you're very weak. 
[ ] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself. 
[ ] you have low self esteem. 
[ ] you use laxatives.
[/] you need to be more skinny. 
[/] people always say you're skinny, but you think you're fat. 
[ ] people think you are too skinny. 
Total: 1

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)
[/] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time. 
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7. 
Total: 1/2

BIPOLAR DISORDER
[/] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[ ] you are very irritable.
[ ] you barely get any or no sleep. 
[ ] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[/] you have thought of/attempted suicide. 
Total: 1

BULIMIA NERVOSA
[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat. 
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't. 
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.
Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER
[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[ ] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home. 
Total: 0

DEPRESSION
[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[ ] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day. 
[ ] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[/] you have thought of/attempted suicide. 
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.
Total: 1 1/2

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)
[/] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right. 
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order. 
[/] you have harmed yourself. (Accidently)
[x] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs. (Who isnt afraid of AIDS )
[/] you have to check some stuff over again. 
Total: 5

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)
[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life. 
[x] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[/] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[ ] you can be/are anti-social.
[ ] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[ ] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[ ] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age. 
Total: 4 1/2

SCHIZOPHRENIA
[ ] you often have hallucinations
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts. 
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[ ] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[ ] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness. 
[ ] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy. 
[ ] you often talk to yourself. 
Total: 2

Final score: 15 1/2

0-5: You're very normal.
6-15: You're fine.
16-20: You might be okay.
21-30: You have problems.
31-35: You have really bad problems. You might need to see a therapist.
36+ : WOW! YOU NEED HELP, LIKE NOW!
Happy New Year! Even though its late!

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